Sweet Release...
It's such a strange phenomenon that happens each time I am released from a calling.
I always think I will feel this overwhelming urge to do cartwheels, & such happiness and relief at being released. My mind races ahead at the possibilities of not having a calling, for a time.
Again today, I waited for that sweet release.
With such a myraid of feelings, I heard my name announced for released today, along with my counselors....and the new presidency sustained. The bishopric member conducting today, sang our praises... with such intense gratitude, it made me feel guilty.
The new president is perfect for the job. She's what every YW wants to be when they grow up. Even I want to be her! So, I feel confident turning over my books to her tomorrow.
But the sadness of leaving hit me full force. The sadness of all the prayers,blood, sweat, and tears I have shed on behalf of these young women overwhelmed me as I heard the prelude to the Sacrament Hymn. I cried, silent tears, as I was awashed in gratitude for the blessings I have received in this calling.
I have learned so much. I have grown so much.
Sweet surrender.
I always think I will feel this overwhelming urge to do cartwheels, & such happiness and relief at being released. My mind races ahead at the possibilities of not having a calling, for a time.
Again today, I waited for that sweet release.
With such a myraid of feelings, I heard my name announced for released today, along with my counselors....and the new presidency sustained. The bishopric member conducting today, sang our praises... with such intense gratitude, it made me feel guilty.
The new president is perfect for the job. She's what every YW wants to be when they grow up. Even I want to be her! So, I feel confident turning over my books to her tomorrow.
But the sadness of leaving hit me full force. The sadness of all the prayers,blood, sweat, and tears I have shed on behalf of these young women overwhelmed me as I heard the prelude to the Sacrament Hymn. I cried, silent tears, as I was awashed in gratitude for the blessings I have received in this calling.
I have learned so much. I have grown so much.
Sweet surrender.
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