The Big Test...

My husband has a huge test at work today. It's the kind of test that makes or breaks him in the Army. I know he was nervous, too..but he was acting so calm today. I, on the other hand, am a basketcase. The test started at 9am... and it is now 11:03am without a word from him. Maybe it started late...Maybe it took longer than he thought. I busied myself this morning getting my entire house tidy all at once... for a change. I even vacuumed and mopped my hardwood floors. I cleaned bathrooms and did all my laundry. I worked out early this morning...so I have nothing left to do. So, I decided to sit down and check the usual blogs I read everyday. Thousands of thoughts are going through my mind about the test... Is he ready for it? Did he think to say a small prayer to help his nerves throughout it? Did he fail and not want to call me? Whatever happens, happens. It will work out. Things always do. I wory for his self esteem.  He is worried about what the future holds for us.