Strange moments...

Today, we had lunch with some friends we knew in Germany.
My 3 friends and I brought our daughters, who are all friends too.
It was nice to get caught up.
One of the daughters brought her new fiancee'.
She is the first in this whole group to get married.
So it was fun to get to know her new beaux.

One of my friends seemed very distant. No matter how much I tried to engage her in conversation.

And all of a sudden, I feel insecure. I keep going through the conversations we had... and wondered if I'd offended her at anytime.

She is so sweet... and is going through some rough patches of her own. So it's probably her own problems getting to her.

But I can't shake the feeling that she didn't feel comfortable.

Sometimes I wonder if I am the only grown up person that feels insecure when something like that happens. I feel stupid and 'high school' when it happens.

So, I'm going to go eat some chocolate... and put my jammies on and read my latest book.
Tomorrow's another day.
*sigh*

Comments

Unknown said…
You are SO not the only one.

I'm convinced everyone hates me, most of the time.

*grin*

I bet it is nice to catch up with friends. I often in a group, prefer to just listen (sometimes... I know that is awfully hard to believe)

I love the new look.
Maren said…
I do that too. I second guess myself way too much in such situations. I'm glad to know I am not the only one.