Laughing at life's realities...

Did I tell you I'm going to be on a magazine?
Well, me and mah crew. (no, not the kids).

ha.

Actually I'm going to be on the cover of a magazine for my work....with the people I work with...
and I hate the idea of how fat and ugly I'll look. Especially next to all those skinny people.

There. I said it.

Over the years... when I look in the mirror... I have become less familiar with that girl who stares back.
Photo's of myself?
Ugh.

Occasionally, I feel like "ah, who cares. It's who I am."
But I love the fantasy world when it comes to what I really look like.
I'm so much prettier there.

"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, And that enables you to laugh at life's realities."
~~Dr. Seuss

Comments

Jody said…
Oh me too girl! Meeee too!
Anonymous said…
Oh, I can SO relate to this one. I hang onto the hope of losing the weight and once again looking like I did back in the day. I wish I didn't care so much.